Thursday, January 7, 2010

ELATION! or... I feel like I should have little birdies singing around my head.

It is possible for a person to go from being so unbelievably, wretchedly depressed one minute to completely opposite the next? Why yes, yes it is. And I am living, breathing proof. ;)

My work situation has been amazingly stressful this year. A new year always brings changes but this year brought significant, stressful, changes. I felt in a way that I have been walking on eggshells all year long. Afraid to do anything wrong because it could affect my job.

Consequently, I have been scared, worried, stressed, well, just about every negative thing you could think of these last five months. As I am sure that you have noticed (you five that follow me. well, only four because one person registered twice to follow me. sigh. only four. and no comments.) my blog has been kind of negative lately. Ok, more than kind of. Alot. Sorry about that. Really. I am sorry about that.

I am much more confident now that my blog will take on a happier tone. Has all the stress been taken out of my life? No, it has not. There is always stress that comes along with my job. I know that. However, the MAJOR stresser in my life has been removed. I can go to work knowing that I have a job. That I can feel secure in that job. And although I will still be stressed out from time to time because of this parent, or that teacher, or that student, I will know that I can deal with it and that those that are in positions over me are confident that I can handle it.

I promise that I will soon blog about this:
and this:
and of course, this:
but not tonight. Tonight I am going to spend quality time with her:
relaxing and hopefully sleeping peacefully for the first night in a LONG time. :)

1 comment:

  1. Ok, I want to know what's up with the crocheted food!

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