seven years feels like a lifetime.
some days it's hard for me to believe you have been gone for so long. there are times when i still find myself reaching for my phone to call you when i am desperate for someone to talk to. especially in the last two years. you were so right about a lot of things and a lot of people. i should have listened to you more.
i still get angry that you're gone. i still cry. i still feel pain so intense i feel like my heart is being ripped out. i still find it hard to breathe sometimes.
i wish i could talk to you. so much has happened that you should have been a part of. i hate that you have missed so much.
seven years feels like a lifetime...